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I know i updated earlier but I'm bored so i'm like what the heck y not do it again!! Yeh i hate being sick....but i got to watch a Lifetime Movie marthon....kept me up on the drama i've been missin while i'm at home!!
I know I have been sayin I'm done with guys for awhile but i can't seem to get this one out of my head!! I don't no i want to date him but i know it won't happen...we are too good of friends and i don't want to screw that up! But it's like everytime i see him or talk to him i think the feelings are gone but then i start thinkin about him and they all come back!!
I need to start making promises i can keep!! This one i thought it was gonna be the one but i provided myself wrong again!! I hate when i do that!!
My world is spinning, I can't grab hold of anything!! I don't no what to do! I'm lost in a black bottomless pit. With no one to hold on too! I close my eyes and count to ten, hopin everything will be right again. When I wake my world snaps back, I have seemed to fallen back. Back to my old self, just like i was before. This wasn't suppose to happen, that life was suppose to be done for good. But good doesn't get it just like the sayin says. Before you know it i will be gone for good!!
See the funny things about my moods are in a day or two i won't remember y i felt like this but it's killin me now!! I don't no what to do!!
Love always and forever,
*Bri*
I know I have been sayin I'm done with guys for awhile but i can't seem to get this one out of my head!! I don't no i want to date him but i know it won't happen...we are too good of friends and i don't want to screw that up! But it's like everytime i see him or talk to him i think the feelings are gone but then i start thinkin about him and they all come back!!
I need to start making promises i can keep!! This one i thought it was gonna be the one but i provided myself wrong again!! I hate when i do that!!
My world is spinning, I can't grab hold of anything!! I don't no what to do! I'm lost in a black bottomless pit. With no one to hold on too! I close my eyes and count to ten, hopin everything will be right again. When I wake my world snaps back, I have seemed to fallen back. Back to my old self, just like i was before. This wasn't suppose to happen, that life was suppose to be done for good. But good doesn't get it just like the sayin says. Before you know it i will be gone for good!!
See the funny things about my moods are in a day or two i won't remember y i felt like this but it's killin me now!! I don't no what to do!!
Love always and forever,
*Bri*