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Nov 25, 2005 22:51

Yup hell has finally started....the joyes of being on a cheer team...they never change. First game is in like a week or something like that....WE ARE TOTALLY NOT READY!!! but what can ya do? My team just doesn't get how much thhis means to me. I want to go to competition and be the team all the other teams look at and are like "Oh man, I wish we prepared more!" But will that happen? Most likely not....but hey it can't hurt to dream.

I love it just when you think you have someone figured out they do a 360 on you and turn into something else!! I dunno it's really weird! To top everything off there was an article in the paper about Eli dying...IT IS TOTALLY NOT TRUE AT ALL!!! Man why would someone put that in there. Let me tell you when I heard that they almost had to put me back on my heart moniter!!! I was so scared....me and him haven't been talking lately and i dunno....I should really find time to talk to him. I hope he comes home soon.....I'm gettin kinda lonely. No one is waiting for me when I get home, no one is keeping me up late on the phone, my life has been really boring without him here.

O some little kids are thinking me and Eli are going out!! That is really funny concidering I'm like no where near over Trev!! It is so hard to get over this kid....and i'm not sure if I should or what!! Have you ever thought about this:

Love hurts rhymes with Lovers?

That hit me today.....too much time to think...this is whyy I always have to be doing something!!

Love always and Forever,
*Bri*
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