Sep 20, 2005 21:01
Hey i can't do anything right!! I've screwed up things royaly with Eli! Great the one person i knew would always be there for me is now gone! Man i'm anidiot! Why can't i do anyting right? I don't even know y people trust me! I"M DONE WITH EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE!!!! This stress is so frickin hard.....my best friend is gone...what the hell am i suppose to do?
But yeah i don't no if i'm goin to write in here anymore....only seems to get people mad at me!!! But whatever....it's a feeling i'm use to!!
Love forever and always,
*Bri*
PS-Eli i know this doesn't make up for what i did but i am truely sorry...i will totally understand if u never talk to me again! It will be hard but i will learn to live with it! I love you babe!