May 16, 2008 16:28
Have had a clear mind and a lot of time to think.
I know that i lost a lot of friends due to current events
i have found i have too much time and all i really want to do is sleep
I still haven't done things for me, like replacing things that got broken or doing things i want to
I also am not sure why some things have happened the way they have in my life
On meds for the rest of my life
No one really seems to care except one person
I got stood up today, been a while since i tried to give a chance
Well, rants don't mean crap on here and if current trends go the way they do, no one will even notice this or respond to it. Hell, no one seems to respond to comments i leave in the first place.
I now know where i stand, i know the score
My lists grow shorter by the day
Thank you to those who try, sorry to those who have given up on me completely and to those who say they are my friends, try friggin calling me, texting me or emailing me. Say hi or do something to prove the words that we are friends weren't just some damn lie coming out of your mouths
that is all i have to say
Peace to all
best in your lives
I actually for once know that i am not needed or wanted around
took long enough....