life sucks. . .
I am so unbelievably glad I'm getting away from here this weekend. The last two weeks have pretty much brought me a lot of pain and confusion and not much else. I am an emotional wreck still. From time to time, it is better for awhile, but then it passes and the shitty-ness returns with even more crap to dump on me. If you are a guy and you are reading this, I pretty much give up on you. If you want to talk to me,or hang out or whatever let me know. My days of going out of my way to see people who won't do the same for me are through. I'm going to go cry and crash now. Who knows, I might decide to delete all of this in the morning. Only time will tell.