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This man, my grandfather just passed away this evening. He was the greatest grandfather ever and when I mean ever, he was. And knowing that he's gone is just dreadful and kills me inside. I was so close to him and he's the only grandfather I've ever had and met. I know right now he's in a better place and it's somewhere that he wanted to be. He's also up there with my grandmother which I know he's happy and they're both together again. I can only remember the good things about my grandfather, shit there were only good things about him. He was a good person and loved everyone. He always told me I looked like him and I got my looks from him. Strangely I believe him. This hit me in a hard way and this just adds on to the other things that have been taken away from me. Everthing is just slowly crumbling in my life. Why do these types of things have to happen to good people??? He will certainly be missed. Way to start the new year off ain't it...NOT REALLY.
I need a hug.
I need a hug.