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what a long week it's been. i feel like i went to the doctors weeks and weeks ago but it was just monday. we heard the heartbeat! it was amazing.
everyday at work just feel so long and dreadfully painful. i am training two new people and it's just exhausting. the one girl is wonderful and it feels like i've known her forever but the other. the other. ugh. she's the human version of nails on a chalkboard to me. just like too much annoying energy in one person. not to mention she's a heavy smoker so she stinks. really really bad. and covers it up with worse perfumes. she hacks constantly. like that bad smoker hack where i expect to turn around and see a lung on the floor. maybe it's just because i can't wait to get out of the department, or her smell or just the general blahness i feel at work but it's just making days drag.
jason went to 2 interviews back home. i am praying that they found something in him that they are looking for in their company and hire him. i completely believe that what is meant to be will be and that God has it already decided but I just can't help but hope that he sends us back home. My heart would just feel so much better. i feel like sometimes the environment i'm in is just crushing me. being in the same recycled air all day. in a building with 2 windows. all the smells that reside within. maybe it's the waiting to hear that there is an end to this place we're stuck in that makes it harder.
it was 95 today and we just had a hugh thunderstorm. now it's 70. it feels cold in comparison. i never thought i would have said that! i'm actually really trying to enjoy the heat this year and not complain. it might be hard but i am trying!
well time for a glass of milk and vitamins. weeeee.
everyday at work just feel so long and dreadfully painful. i am training two new people and it's just exhausting. the one girl is wonderful and it feels like i've known her forever but the other. the other. ugh. she's the human version of nails on a chalkboard to me. just like too much annoying energy in one person. not to mention she's a heavy smoker so she stinks. really really bad. and covers it up with worse perfumes. she hacks constantly. like that bad smoker hack where i expect to turn around and see a lung on the floor. maybe it's just because i can't wait to get out of the department, or her smell or just the general blahness i feel at work but it's just making days drag.
jason went to 2 interviews back home. i am praying that they found something in him that they are looking for in their company and hire him. i completely believe that what is meant to be will be and that God has it already decided but I just can't help but hope that he sends us back home. My heart would just feel so much better. i feel like sometimes the environment i'm in is just crushing me. being in the same recycled air all day. in a building with 2 windows. all the smells that reside within. maybe it's the waiting to hear that there is an end to this place we're stuck in that makes it harder.
it was 95 today and we just had a hugh thunderstorm. now it's 70. it feels cold in comparison. i never thought i would have said that! i'm actually really trying to enjoy the heat this year and not complain. it might be hard but i am trying!
well time for a glass of milk and vitamins. weeeee.