God..Why...
Why is it that i have to see you everyday, holding her hand, hugging her, telling her all those things you used to tell me. I thought love was a reciprocal thing, but why is it that i love you....with no feelings returned. I gave everything to you, and now when i try to move on, try to get on with my life, i cant, because you are always there, you are everywhere. I look into a mirror i see you behind me, i look up at the clouds i see your face smiling down at me. I want you to go away, i want you to disappear from my life, just vanish before my eyes.... I try my hardest to not talk to you, to leave you behind but then i see you, and something washes over me, i need to talk to you, i need to stare into your eyes. All i want is for you to love me again..the way you did before...but that could never be because you have her and she has you. Jealousy is a wicked thing, its twists up your mind and makes you think crazy thoughts. my Biggest fear is being forever alone, but then, i think thats what im going to be. I just want to be loved....
So, im being emo....deal with it.
So, im being emo....deal with it.