May 08, 2005 01:39
i officially work at primos i work every wensday friday and sunday....im happy they are all good people there and we have fun....missy told me today when she got off of work that i was suposed to work at 1 at chick fil a....and that they had called me to let me know and that they left a message....i never got a call nor a message on any of my phones....so w/e they can lie all they want....but im on the schedule...for friday and saturday and i cant on friday cause yeah...i have primos....w/e let them do what ever the hell they want...they lied to me so why should i be good to them...
i cant chill with missy and her b/f anymore....because they are always all over eachother and that puts me all alone and i get ignored when i ask or try and say anything....i dunno like yeah she was the third wheel sometimes with me but i was never the way she is with her b/f...i dunno its kinda hard for me cause this is the longest i have been with out anyone like no one...i would usually have like a friend to chill with that was a guy and no worries...or i had a boyfriend...i dunno i just want the 2 people i cant stop thinking about and i know i will never get them....one i know i can never do EVER AGAIN..and the other im still very much in love with him....no its not david....i dunno....im lost in life and im being emo cause chilling with missy and mario today just made me realise alot of shit....with how much i miss it and why ive been a bitch kinda to certain people lately....i dunno...i hate being emo....
i finally got a desk and i go to put it together 2 hours ago and my mom says no...cause i should go to bed....and what am i doing im on the comp.....
i got a kitten and his name is maxi well its official cause for over a week he has had no name...hes like 8 weeks old and hes offically mine and hes my life right now i love this cat to peases..cant spell