r u listening to my words? or am i speakin in vain

[silent_sorrows_]

hmm...i dunno how to describe how i feel right now.
i feel good then again i feel bad. sometimes i wish
the mix feelings would fade away..because he's not
listening nor is he trying too. he doesnt get it at all
i dunt believe...im his soundtrack to his favorite
memory. im like his favorite movie he'll watch
over and over again...because everyone saw it and could
tell i was the best thing that happened to him..
honestly...its true...