Sick and tired of hearing things that I can't say
Okay dance was okay. I just sat in the café Parker~lol with a buch of guy friends and kenzie. I feel really bad because I think I like beau, but I never know how to act around my boyfriends and what not. And everyone says that beau likes me but whatever. I can't handle that right now. But when we got back to kenzie's house she's all beau and me were really wierd tonight. She likes beau.damn it. She was sitting on beau like the whole night and all beau could do was talk to me. She seems to see things that she wants to. I saw what was happening because I didn't want beau to like me.
Tess is mad at me because I gave her a load of crap about talent show when it's emotional stuff that's been accumulating. I feel really distant from almost everyone.And I'm really just living everyday and waaiting for it to end so that I can go to bed, which is when I'm truly happy. It's always like, when will it just end. I always feel like I'm doing something wrong, or not working hard enough. Nothing is enough anymore.-bre
Tess is mad at me because I gave her a load of crap about talent show when it's emotional stuff that's been accumulating. I feel really distant from almost everyone.And I'm really just living everyday and waaiting for it to end so that I can go to bed, which is when I'm truly happy. It's always like, when will it just end. I always feel like I'm doing something wrong, or not working hard enough. Nothing is enough anymore.-bre