Early Morning
Okay, so these past two days were not the best two of my life but they were not my worst, there's always more yet to come. On Friday I got to school early and classes went as they normally do. During science however, a subject that I am not at all fond of, I was caught reading my script for my drama production. This is the third time that I have been caught doing other class work in science, and Dr. Burke freaked out. But I can't help it if I am bored out of my mind. She aknowelaged after class that I am a great student but if she catches me again, then there will be consequences.*sticks finger down throat* At math I then find out at math that I got a 70% on my quiz and a D on a homework. However Miss. Cole had a meeting and trusted us to just go and do our homewrk where ever we pleased. And we had a great time and did not dissrupt anyone.At lunch, since the prior day all eigth graders had character ed. most classes got pizza so I ended up sitting with guy friends only, because there were really no girls around. Rodrick tried to come and sit next to me at the table, and I said, "Oh, NO, this spot is reserved for someone who does not keep PORNE on their cell phone!"(he had been caught the previous day with porne on his phone, his bqackround, videos{one called 'date rape' which makes me want to hurl}, and although he didn't get caught for this he also had pictures of his own DICK on his phone! So, Roderick says, "Damn, how does everyone know about that?", like it's a big surprise that gossip spreads like wildfire at our school, everyone knows it.And I said, "Well, you know what the worst part is? That you can't even deny it!" At P.E. we had to get dressed, run a lap and then we watched the frosh-soph girls soccer game. One of the girls on a higher level team had her puppy and it was a blue merel australian shepard, it looked just like blaze when he was a puppy. One catch, this was a mini-ausi! We then had the no-name-calling-week assembly, which wasn't so bad. However I was not aware that the worst part of my day was yet to come.
Once I had gone down to math with Mandy, because, well we needed somewhere to go, we listened to music and joked around with Dylan Scott and Brian Holmes. They left later and a large group of my close friends came in. Mandy left at 3:05. WSoometthing was wrong and I knew. A few weeks ago I spoke to Andrew on the phone, and he was really stressed out about muitiple things. One of wich was that he thought one of his friends was doing drugs. He didn't want to tell me who, so I didn't push him. Turns out the guy was doing weed, and bragging about it, too. Infact he was going to go over to Colby Ryan's house after school, and since colby didn't believe him the guy brought the weed to school. After bragging, with the proof in his pocket, Conner Stevenson, now a sort-of rolemodel to us all, told. This guy was Daniel Stern, Someone we'd known forever. Then, once caught, he told that both Colby and Mitchell had known about it. They were suspended, he was expelled, he would also go down to seven eleven and steel as many lighters as he could to smoke the stuff. The thing is, they're taking the fall for most of the eighth grade, most people knew about it. When your a kid and the police come and tell you abput drugs, we say that we would tell on our friends. But we know now that we wouldn't. Unless it became what we thought was "too serious".
Anyway, Sean told my mom about the situation, and I hadn't known. So when my mom asked, "What happened at school today?" I said "nothing real important."I haven't gotten along with Daniel Stern since the sixth grade when he a.)asked to copy my math homework and b.)insulted my brother to my face, believe me he got a very substantial tongue lashing from me. And then when she said "I heard something about Daniel Stern, today" I said something along the lines of, it's of no importance, or I don't know much about it. Then I spilled once she told me that sean had told her about it. She tricked me. Again.
Before we left school, I could tell mom was upset. I was talking to courtney and didn't want to leave, and she kept pushing. Now I know why. But I showed courtney the e-mail and I am going to give her the link to my livejournal. I have the best friends in the world, and I couldn't ask for someome more caring to give me a hug when I'm down than my friends. They support me, always, even if I'm being the worst friend on the planet, which I know I can be when I go PMS on them.
Anyway I was forced to appologize to my mom for being rude, which I was, but I refuzed to appologize for not telling her about Daniel. It was none of my buisness, let alone hers. After we went to see Pride & Prejudice agian, I love that mivie, and to dinner downtown.
Yesterday (it's like 1 in the morning) morning we set off for epic volleyball but stopped at starbucks to get a latte, I also got a muffin, but I was so nervous, I couldn't eat.We walked next door to the save-on and got socks, because I didn't have any but, we but some after my third match at a place called the VolleyballHut inside Epic Volleyball. We got two pairs of pink tye-dye two pairs of white and white knee pads. We played Vintage Volleyball, Escondido Volleyball, Epic Volleyball and Coast Volleyball, coast last, after we reffed two other matches, and we beat them all! During the Epic match, I actually had a-how you say- uh BREAKDOWN! I did get a serve over the net though. Thank God, game point, I was supposed to serve and I know my eyes were begging the coach, "take me out take me out" and she did as I asked. I adore our coach. I got to play 1 game each match (two games in a match, unless there is a tie, then you play until fifteen a third game, which we did with Epic) wich is great. Last game though, she had enough faith in me to put me in a position I've only played once! Well that was scary! Anyway We then went to Chili's then home. I made cookies for Ian because he has a real estate open house tomorrow and lost some money playing poker after taking my mom and brother somewhere 24 hours too early. (meaning I got the dates confuzed, the event is tomorrow)hehe :-) Now I'm laying on my floor listening to lifehouse just looking at my cieling trying to figure out what is going on in my life because everything is just so confuzing right now. This livejournal entry is dedicated to tess and courtney (spefcifically) you guys have really shown me how much our friendship relly means, by being there for me through both good and bad. And courtney I love you so much, you have no idea how speshul, together,and wonderful you make my life! you were the first person at parker who rally accepted me for who I was and as tess can educate you, in fifth grade I became hateful and cruel, but you guys taught me to be loving and kind, all of you, tess don't you think that i am excluding you!- and you guys have all helped me to find myself. And I hope that someday, should you ever need it I will be there for you. to help you, love you, comfort you, and lagh with you. Just as you have done for me. For all the wonderful things you inspire me to do and become-bre
Once I had gone down to math with Mandy, because, well we needed somewhere to go, we listened to music and joked around with Dylan Scott and Brian Holmes. They left later and a large group of my close friends came in. Mandy left at 3:05. WSoometthing was wrong and I knew. A few weeks ago I spoke to Andrew on the phone, and he was really stressed out about muitiple things. One of wich was that he thought one of his friends was doing drugs. He didn't want to tell me who, so I didn't push him. Turns out the guy was doing weed, and bragging about it, too. Infact he was going to go over to Colby Ryan's house after school, and since colby didn't believe him the guy brought the weed to school. After bragging, with the proof in his pocket, Conner Stevenson, now a sort-of rolemodel to us all, told. This guy was Daniel Stern, Someone we'd known forever. Then, once caught, he told that both Colby and Mitchell had known about it. They were suspended, he was expelled, he would also go down to seven eleven and steel as many lighters as he could to smoke the stuff. The thing is, they're taking the fall for most of the eighth grade, most people knew about it. When your a kid and the police come and tell you abput drugs, we say that we would tell on our friends. But we know now that we wouldn't. Unless it became what we thought was "too serious".
Anyway, Sean told my mom about the situation, and I hadn't known. So when my mom asked, "What happened at school today?" I said "nothing real important."I haven't gotten along with Daniel Stern since the sixth grade when he a.)asked to copy my math homework and b.)insulted my brother to my face, believe me he got a very substantial tongue lashing from me. And then when she said "I heard something about Daniel Stern, today" I said something along the lines of, it's of no importance, or I don't know much about it. Then I spilled once she told me that sean had told her about it. She tricked me. Again.
Before we left school, I could tell mom was upset. I was talking to courtney and didn't want to leave, and she kept pushing. Now I know why. But I showed courtney the e-mail and I am going to give her the link to my livejournal. I have the best friends in the world, and I couldn't ask for someome more caring to give me a hug when I'm down than my friends. They support me, always, even if I'm being the worst friend on the planet, which I know I can be when I go PMS on them.
Anyway I was forced to appologize to my mom for being rude, which I was, but I refuzed to appologize for not telling her about Daniel. It was none of my buisness, let alone hers. After we went to see Pride & Prejudice agian, I love that mivie, and to dinner downtown.
Yesterday (it's like 1 in the morning) morning we set off for epic volleyball but stopped at starbucks to get a latte, I also got a muffin, but I was so nervous, I couldn't eat.We walked next door to the save-on and got socks, because I didn't have any but, we but some after my third match at a place called the VolleyballHut inside Epic Volleyball. We got two pairs of pink tye-dye two pairs of white and white knee pads. We played Vintage Volleyball, Escondido Volleyball, Epic Volleyball and Coast Volleyball, coast last, after we reffed two other matches, and we beat them all! During the Epic match, I actually had a-how you say- uh BREAKDOWN! I did get a serve over the net though. Thank God, game point, I was supposed to serve and I know my eyes were begging the coach, "take me out take me out" and she did as I asked. I adore our coach. I got to play 1 game each match (two games in a match, unless there is a tie, then you play until fifteen a third game, which we did with Epic) wich is great. Last game though, she had enough faith in me to put me in a position I've only played once! Well that was scary! Anyway We then went to Chili's then home. I made cookies for Ian because he has a real estate open house tomorrow and lost some money playing poker after taking my mom and brother somewhere 24 hours too early. (meaning I got the dates confuzed, the event is tomorrow)hehe :-) Now I'm laying on my floor listening to lifehouse just looking at my cieling trying to figure out what is going on in my life because everything is just so confuzing right now. This livejournal entry is dedicated to tess and courtney (spefcifically) you guys have really shown me how much our friendship relly means, by being there for me through both good and bad. And courtney I love you so much, you have no idea how speshul, together,and wonderful you make my life! you were the first person at parker who rally accepted me for who I was and as tess can educate you, in fifth grade I became hateful and cruel, but you guys taught me to be loving and kind, all of you, tess don't you think that i am excluding you!- and you guys have all helped me to find myself. And I hope that someday, should you ever need it I will be there for you. to help you, love you, comfort you, and lagh with you. Just as you have done for me. For all the wonderful things you inspire me to do and become-bre