Oct 07, 2004 14:16
So since according to Hoshi, there's usually angst from me.. I guess I'll be angsting over what's been pissing me off over the last.. well.. actually just the last few minutes.
- My icon. Actually, all three of my icons.
- My layout. I love Diana, but I'm getting sick of the pink.
- My lack of a paid account. But I've told Stephanie she needs to get me two months of paid time for my birthday. But that's not 'til next month.
- The way I sign my comments. I've been signing them like that since I was 14 and I had FOD. Getting old. Think I'm gonna stop.
- The fact that the first season of Joan is taking so long to download.. the second season will be over before the first season finishes at this rate..
Meh. Enough angst. Now what's not pissing me off.
- The new layout at the arcade. Loving it! Now when I DDR I don't have to worry about random assholes passing by the arcade and staring at me because I'm making a fool of myself on the DDR machine when I doubt they could pass beginner mode. Oh, that was angst, sorry.
- Speaking of DDR, the new mix that just came out for PS2.. Steph got it and it is so much fun, I swear.
- Still speaking of DDR, the fact that I passed a rather hard 7-footer last night on my first try.
- Making little dashes instead of bullets ^.^
So anyways, I haven't babbled about my life in a while, but I'll try and keep it short.
Saturday.. well, Saturday was a day of secret telling, honestly.. I told Steph my deepest secret and I told Hoshi my second deepest. Sorry about the crypticness and vagueness, but they're secrets for a reason. Anyways, so while I was at the arcade, this guy who works there named Stephen asked me out to dinner some night. Can't hurt anything, so I said sure.
Sunday.. had the Ren Faire drama, blahblahblah
Monday.. went to Aislynn's house with Amy and hung out with them and Jarrod for a while. Got Amy home really really late [12:15-ish, and Amy had school the next day] and she got skewered and cooked by her mother. Whoops.
Tuesday.. went to Steph's house, played DDR Extreme, went to the arcade, played DDR.. blah.
Yesterday.. did the same as Tuesday.
Mmm.. so last night, I for some reason started thinking about what I would do if I got pregnant. Don't know why I'm thinking about this, since I'm not having sex, nor am I planning on it anytime soon.. but I honestly do not know what I would do. I'm pro-choice, but I don't think I could have an abortion. But I'm only 18, I can't have a kid, I'm going to college next year, a kid just can't happen for me right now. But I don't know if I could go through nine months of pregnancy just to give it up. But that's why Liz isn't having sex, so she doesn't have to worry about this.
There was something else on my mind but I can't remember what it was. Meh, whatever.
Think I'll close for now.