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One hour till it all begins. AAARRRGGGHHH. I can't believe the traumas and the highlights of the past 3 years all come to 12 hrs over these 4 days. There is nothing more I can do, all my work seems to be worth nothing as I have forgotten it all at the crucial moment. I think I am putting too much pressure on myself, but I want to prove to me, and everyone else, that I can do it, that it has all been worth it and I am up there with the rest of them. PS - if the sleep fairy is reading, I could really do with some sleep tonight. I never want to see the hour of 3/4/5/6 am again - pleeeaasseee.
Calm................................................
Calm................................................