this is what living like this does
I WANT: buffalo wings
I HAVE: to get ready for going out tonight
I WISH: you were here...
I HATE: feeling like this
I FEAR: crying tonight when i want to have fun
I HEAR: my music playing
I SEARCH: for someone.
I WONDER: whats going to happen with the whole me and matt fighting thing
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: no one.
I ALWAYS: worry about stupid shit
I AM NOT: tired
I DANCE: all the time
I SING: all the time
I CRY: last night
I AM NOT ALWAYS: this sad...what happened?
I WRITE: all the time
I WIN: never
I LOSE: everything
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to find whats wrong with me right now
I SHOULD: lay down for a bit.
YES or NO:
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x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes i do
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: no i cant make anything...unless its cokies and brownies and cake
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: i don't think so.
x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: sometimes
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: jess haha
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: jess
THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: ray
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: sam, jess, matt, and nicole
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: "i can't fuckin sleeeeppppp"
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yesss
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yesss
GET MOTION SICKNESS: never
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sometimes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yessss, love em
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde
EYE COLOR: greenish blue
BIRTHPLACE: bridgeport hospital
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FAVORITES:
NUMBER/s: 8
COLOR/s: hot pink, black
DAY/s: saturday and friday
MONTH/s: june and july
SONG/s: "love her madly" and "queen of the highway"- the doors. "just a phase" "certain shade of green" "leech"- incubus. "wish you were here"- pink floyd. "for no one" "shes leaving home"- the beatles. "killer queen"-queen.
FOOD/s: salad
SPORT/s: well if dance counts...then that
DRINK/s: water
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? yes...allergies and stomach pains kill
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: nope.
MISSED AN EX?: yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yup
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? yep.
Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? for money
2. Bungee jump? hell yes
3. Hang glide? yea
4. Kill someone? depends how mad i was haha...i have psycho tendanceys
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? maybe
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
7. Parachute from a plane? yea
8. Walk on hot coals? nooo
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. Be a vegetarian? already am
12. Wear plaid with stripes? haha hell yea
13. IM a stranger? no
14. Sing Karaoke? hell yea
15. Get drunk off your ass? yess
16. Shoplift? yea
17. Run a red light? yah
18. Star in a porn video? no
19. Dye your hair blue? maybe haha
20. Be on Survivor? never
21. Wear makeup in public? um, yeah
22. Not wear makeup in public? i do
23. Cheat on a test? yea
24. Make someone cry? if i didnt like them.
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? no...unless its brandon boyd then i'm all for it...but i dont know what he'd want with a 16 year old haha.
26. Stay up all night? yes