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So many things have happened this past year it is surprising even to me that I can remember them all, considering my past issues with memorization in the first place. But recent events have caught my attention, especially. Our, Gai, Lee, and I, trip to Durgapur was to say, in the least successful. The two both had a wonderful time and as I watched I begun to think.
I did not know if it was another illness coming up, but I worried. Maybe I was feeling traveling anxiety because of the fact that was the first time I had been outside London in...so long. I thought about Hyuuga the most. His actions have affected Lee, I was not blind to that, but what were the cause of those actions? Spite? Bitter emotions? Maybe it was their rivalry taken upon a new level, I could not understand...
Back in Sunagakure I feel even more sick. Somehow Baki managed to piece it together and offered for me to visit Konoha, for I had never seen it before. He suggested that perhaps the weather was affecting me in some way and although that was a perfectly logical reason, I cannot bring myself to believe it.
This goes beyound physical feelings. This is...deeper. Everytime I go a bit deeper I see him and I remember more. Why do my memories bring foreign emotions with them? What were these feelings of 'happiness' I had felt back then? Are they what I feel now? Perhaps I was just giddy, being with Lee, but still...they do not all fit.
I am so...confused...
Even Shukaku spoke to me. After throwing petty insults at me he explained what was wrong, but...
{End/}
I will be visiting Konohagakure today.
((Wow, that was long~ :D Haha, of course Gaara would never say that much IN PERSON. Oh and GASP! What did Shukaku explain to him? What does Gaara still not understand? These question AND MORE right after these sponser~! Also, mood reads 'quiet'))
So many things have happened this past year it is surprising even to me that I can remember them all, considering my past issues with memorization in the first place. But recent events have caught my attention, especially. Our, Gai, Lee, and I, trip to Durgapur was to say, in the least successful. The two both had a wonderful time and as I watched I begun to think.
I did not know if it was another illness coming up, but I worried. Maybe I was feeling traveling anxiety because of the fact that was the first time I had been outside London in...so long. I thought about Hyuuga the most. His actions have affected Lee, I was not blind to that, but what were the cause of those actions? Spite? Bitter emotions? Maybe it was their rivalry taken upon a new level, I could not understand...
Back in Sunagakure I feel even more sick. Somehow Baki managed to piece it together and offered for me to visit Konoha, for I had never seen it before. He suggested that perhaps the weather was affecting me in some way and although that was a perfectly logical reason, I cannot bring myself to believe it.
This goes beyound physical feelings. This is...deeper. Everytime I go a bit deeper I see him and I remember more. Why do my memories bring foreign emotions with them? What were these feelings of 'happiness' I had felt back then? Are they what I feel now? Perhaps I was just giddy, being with Lee, but still...they do not all fit.
I am so...confused...
Even Shukaku spoke to me. After throwing petty insults at me he explained what was wrong, but...
{End/}
I will be visiting Konohagakure today.
((Wow, that was long~ :D Haha, of course Gaara would never say that much IN PERSON. Oh and GASP! What did Shukaku explain to him? What does Gaara still not understand? These question AND MORE right after these sponser~! Also, mood reads 'quiet'))