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Its been awhile since I have wrote...hmmm where can I start. These days I am trying to help raise money for Gus's family to help them pay for his headstone. I have still been putting off doing the photo album, just can't bring myself to finish it right now. Trying to see Megan before she goes away to school (gus's ex)... I think going away to school will be really good for her. My life has taken a 360o with all that has happened but its getting better, trying not to be so angry anymore. Gus was like a little brother to me and I still think about him everyday. I learned so much from him and he was a huge part of my life....its still taking some time to deal with it.
On a different note work has been kicking my ass and has been really stressful lately, feels like I have been working 24/7. If it wasn't for the people I work with...I would have been out a long time ago. Think I have just lost passion for my job because its been so crazy and not my career. Finally going to take my new head shots so can't wait.
Lately I have figured that since I am working so hard why not play hard to...I refuse to sacrifice hanging out with friends and having a personal life for my job. Just have to say screw it sometimes and do what makes you happy. LOL I am allowing the spontaneous side of me come out more...feels good. Been trying to date since it has been so long... dating is so hard down here. Maybe I am just bad at it lol really!! Think I have met someone really cool but we will see what happens... I have bad luck and timing. Lately I have been learning a whole lot about myself.. the events in my life has caused me to look at things in a different light. Its all about having fun from here and going with the flow...road trip to vegas. It has been a long rough emotional road but, I know I will survive...thanks to my family and all the great people in my life.
On a different note work has been kicking my ass and has been really stressful lately, feels like I have been working 24/7. If it wasn't for the people I work with...I would have been out a long time ago. Think I have just lost passion for my job because its been so crazy and not my career. Finally going to take my new head shots so can't wait.
Lately I have figured that since I am working so hard why not play hard to...I refuse to sacrifice hanging out with friends and having a personal life for my job. Just have to say screw it sometimes and do what makes you happy. LOL I am allowing the spontaneous side of me come out more...feels good. Been trying to date since it has been so long... dating is so hard down here. Maybe I am just bad at it lol really!! Think I have met someone really cool but we will see what happens... I have bad luck and timing. Lately I have been learning a whole lot about myself.. the events in my life has caused me to look at things in a different light. Its all about having fun from here and going with the flow...road trip to vegas. It has been a long rough emotional road but, I know I will survive...thanks to my family and all the great people in my life.