I need a back massage!
I should be writing an essay! Fuck that!
So I've been happy but extremely busy. Extremely! My shit in my dorm is every where because I never have time to organize or put things up properly, but I feel bad because it's not just my room, it's Jennifer's too, and I should respect her more than that...She doesn't seem to mind though. The Internet on my laptop stopped working about a week and 1/2 ago, so that's why I'm never on AIM anymore. And so yeah I've been spending a lot of time in the computer lab....which is where I am now. I rode the bus to Best Buy yesterday, waited approximately 2 hours there ( I read a book for class) but they still couldn't fix my laptop, so they still have it and hopefully they will call me very soon and tell me what's wrong and that they have/will fixed it. Then I will have my own internet again! yay!
I'm really excited for both my Dance performance and our musical Chicago. For dance I'm totally in my element, but for Chicago I'm totally out of my element. I'm shy to sing in front of ppl, I've never done broadway style, I've never done acting, and I bet when we get some of the raunchy stuff down, I'm not gonna be used to that either. But I think that the other people are nice and will help me with anything I need. It's a learning process, and I'm liking it! And dance there's no need to say that I love it. Those 3 hours every night don't wear me out, they energize me. When I come back from practice though, it's another story lol...but oh well. I'm pretty sure our show is gonna be awesome!
I need money! I'm so poor...I know if I need it my parents will give me money but I don't want to ask them for it. I really really hope that I can find a job next semester, and that I can balance it with all the other stuff I do...I'll definitely be taking less hours, but all the dancing/singing etc is going to stay...I don't know we'll see. Even like 10 hours a week will help lots.
I'm beginning to feel like my new friends aren't just acquaintances, but real friends. The Indian dance group really helps with that; that group is getting pretty close. I want to like...bake them cupcakes or something so they know how much I like them. Up until now, my close friends were still my old ones, and the new ones were just that: new friends. That kind of bothered me because I wanted to get close to new people at UT. Now, I feel like I am, and I'm glad.
Okay well just thought I'd let you guys know that I'm still alive! It's funny, I used to ALWAYS be on AIM, but now that I can't be, I don't even miss it...I don't think I'd even have time for it anyways! Okay, it's 2 AM, I've got 3 unfinished essays to write and 2 are due tomorrow! I'm out! I love you
-Shivani