Out here, we'll connect the stars

Mar 16, 2008 23:01


A week until my birthday! Too bad it's not on a school day, so that I can see everyone. Oh well, that's okay.
Imagine me being 18. Today my parents were discussing the time when all I needed to do to keep myself entertained was watch Educational TV and do somersaults on the carpet. And now I'm supposed to go out and live on my own, figure out who I am, be somebody. How exciting and scary at the same time. But I think I'm ready for it. If I could just know what's gonna happen, if I could just have some kind of a plan, this would be easier. It's getting harder and harder to wait for answers from colleges. Just tell me yes or no! please.

It's kind of sad to make true friends now at the very end when we're leaving each other. But it is better to have made a friend for only a short time than not at all. And this time will be different. Distance and the change that comes with it has made me lose some true friends, but this time it will be different. Then, it was only me branching away. This time, it will be everybody branching off, and hopefully we'll want to keep in touch with each other for some kind of foundation or common ground. If we truly love each other, we will, I hope.

My Spring Break is going great so far! Hope yours is too.
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