Mar 29, 2004 17:34
how about i dont give a mother fuck. how about ive dont care about my situation right now , the way i feel is life you gave it to me so now im going to stuff it down your throught. ahahaha . so prom is 4 days away and i dont have a date........ its my fault. its what i deserve. take that you son of a bitch. i have i have doubts in my minds about what i want in life. i accept that im have bad timing on everything and that im not a beautiful unique snow flake. one thing i can say though is that im happy that out side of school i have good friends.and if your your a friend of mine from school and you dont hang out with me out side of school then you know im fucking talking about you. back stabers inc. is that who you work for? best friends are more likely to be the worst friends in the end. someone that i think highly of says that they lost themselves. well i wish knew them better because i sucks that just when i finally get to meet someone i admire and think is a very wonderful person they lose themselves. no actually it would be just my luck. long distance is something that ive gone to hate. its the one thing that i wish i could change. it would be that or time. choices seem to be unfair sometimes and a variety of choices isnt always good. not that i have ether but i fell that when i do have to make decisions thant i wish i could hang my self from the gallows. i know what i mean even if you dont.