and the stars fall down tonight
yea i haven't updated in forever, but thats because no one reads this anyways. well, im happy, and im like the only one i know of who is, because people are stuck in stupid drama that will never go away until you exclude yourself from the world and accept everything for what it is. No Offense to anyone, im just stating that. Well i don't have the internet anymore, cuz my phone is shut offso therefore my internet shut off 30 days later. erg. so that sucks major, i have no contact to anyone unless they're at my house or im at theres, and i can't really go anywhere because i never know when someones home because i can't call them. but its not like anyone bothers to come see me either. I was stuck in my house for the past two days, boooring. and i didn't even do anything to get stuck in trouble. my moms bein a bitch, after she was being wicked nice for like ever. I think its stupid. but whatever. me and charlie lasted a year. im so happy! though i haven't gotten my ring but i can be patient i guess. lol. im in the friggin library.i need something to do this weekend. i sorta wanna go to see jonathan but i can't get a hold of him. its like he avoids my calls. he never picks up when i call. so im taking thats a hint that he doesn't want to chill with me? i dunno. its almost time to go but i still have like... um...15 minutes. i miss having friends. not like i every realy had much, but i still had my little group of peoples. now its like its gone forever. but meh. theres nothing i can do a bout it. i gotta go.
Sam
Sam