she's cold but she melts like snow

Feb 03, 2007 15:16

i wish i wasn't so apathetic all the time.

do you ever feel like a stranger in your own skin?

sometimes i feel as though i am too old to be the age that i am,
and, simultaneously, i'm scared to death of moving forward; i'm at some perpetual stand still.

in class the other day, the professor asked us how we arrived at the decision to choose our majors and careers. everyone who answered said something related to "it's something i'm extremely passionate about."

i would love to feel that way about my own major. i never woke up one day and said, "i want to become an accountant more than anything." i can't really imagine who would.

it's funny though. my history and concepts of theatre class is the only class that i love. it's something that i'm comfortable with and enjoy. my professor is incredible.

to be an accountant i have to be a double major, the 2nd not necessarily having to be a business major. i kind of wish my school offered baking and pastry arts. kind of random. the accountant who secrety wants to be a baker.

i feel like there is something that i'm supposed to be, i've just yet to figure it out. all i know is, i want to change the world.
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