No Anger
I'm happy right now. Stress can get to me sometimes and overwhelm me. I've had some pretty shitty days in these past few weeks because I've been causing myself stress. I guess I need a job again. I had like five jobs last year, and I finally got my last W-2 yesterday so I get my refund soon. But I need to choose better careers for myself so that I can stick with it. I'm thinking barista, again. I've been trying to pinpoint what makes me so unmotivated to keep a job and I think I might have anxiety that interferes with my every day life. Or PMDD! Its a bummer in any case and I think somthing like xanax would make me happy as a clam to go to a job I don't necessarily love.
I'm going to change my major at Metro so that I won't have to take expensive classes out in Elkhorn and I can just chill in Papillion and brush up on my french. Then hopefully I'll transfer to UNO in the fall.
The beacon of hope that put me out of my ennui is an idea that a friend of mine wants to persue. He wants to open the business me and my boyfriend have always dreamed of with him. Its been so exciting to plan it and think about how we can make our own changes in Omaha. Its going to be great. Keep an eye out in the next two years for your new favorite hang out! :)
I'm going to change my major at Metro so that I won't have to take expensive classes out in Elkhorn and I can just chill in Papillion and brush up on my french. Then hopefully I'll transfer to UNO in the fall.
The beacon of hope that put me out of my ennui is an idea that a friend of mine wants to persue. He wants to open the business me and my boyfriend have always dreamed of with him. Its been so exciting to plan it and think about how we can make our own changes in Omaha. Its going to be great. Keep an eye out in the next two years for your new favorite hang out! :)