There are reasons for my journey back to this part of the world. Only a handful of people know the real reason, everyone else might have an idea. Mostly, I'm here to restart my ignition by realising a few things and getting my mind, my heart, my soul --- in order. One thing that has become resoundingly clear is the mere fact that I now know that I shouldn't hold on to this one single idea.
I've set an idea on a pedestal for so long and if I didn't make the cut then everything else wasn't worth it. I now know the errors of my ways and believe me when I say error. I grimace when I think about these things and it is unfortunate. It would have been perfect in a perfect world. But we all know the truth. Nothing in this world is perfect. Maybe it shall be...in the future, but now, I step back.
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Forget it.