*sigh*
Every now and then something comes along that I just have no clue how to deal with. Several such somethings have arisen just recently, and I am in no way prepared. I'm never good at painful decisions even at the best of times, but now? Oof. Potential life changes abound. The thing is, I know that whatever happens, I can be happy. There's a lot of good in every choice I have. That makes it harder, knowing that in order to commit to a path I'll be deliberately giving up on the potential for growth and beauty in other directions. Still, I can't do everything, and I can't be all things to everybody. I can't look at every Christmas tree on the lot, and I can't have everything I want. Don't waste too much time in deliberation or you'll lose the chance to act, and without action the deliberation is moot.
Just when I thought my life was getting less complicated, too. Oh-ho, we can't have that, can we.
In less annoyingly cryptic news, camping was great. It was wonderful to be outside in such beautiful surroundings, wonderful to stargaze under an unobscured sky, wonderful to spend time with dear friends, wonderful to finally get to eat a banana boat after not having one since Girl Scouts. The whole weekend was exactly what I needed, and I hope we can do it again.
Also, Uncle Dave is here, and he's my favorite uncle. We've spent lots of time bumming around the city, and we're up for more tomorrow.
Twelve days until Nantes.
Just when I thought my life was getting less complicated, too. Oh-ho, we can't have that, can we.
In less annoyingly cryptic news, camping was great. It was wonderful to be outside in such beautiful surroundings, wonderful to stargaze under an unobscured sky, wonderful to spend time with dear friends, wonderful to finally get to eat a banana boat after not having one since Girl Scouts. The whole weekend was exactly what I needed, and I hope we can do it again.
Also, Uncle Dave is here, and he's my favorite uncle. We've spent lots of time bumming around the city, and we're up for more tomorrow.
Twelve days until Nantes.