May 26, 2006 09:35
I wasn't going to say anything until everything had been talked through & sorted out, but I thought it probably best to let people know. Andrew & I are in the process of breaking up & I'm going to visit him next weekend at uni to talk through how we feel & what we plan to do. It first came to light last weekend when we were on the phone talking about how after four & a half years things had changed & that we weren't really the same people any more. I still love him & I can't imagine him not being a part of my life in some way, which Andrew agrees with, so we are going to try & stay friends, although I can't even begin to imagine how hard that is going to be.
Everyone I've told so far has been amazingly supportive & I'm feeling better than I have done for most the week. Work has been very helpful at taking my mind off things, but hearing Yesterday & Elton John's Your Song being played down the phone at me while on hold to some company didn't help much.
I'll write more about what's going on once I'm home after my visit, hopefully with a better idea of what's going on.