le sigh

[silent_casualty]

Ive been feeling a little down lately. Just looking at how my life is. I feel trapped. I feel like im trapped like a prisoner in this damn house. All I do is work and sit in my room. Sometimes when Im lucky I go out. I have no life anymore. I used to go out and do stuff and have fun. I dont do anything anymore. The friends I used to hang out with are too busy with thier lives. The ones I have now are usually busy too, hahaha. Blah i just dont know anymore. I just look at myself and think God I fucking suck now. Also i have no clue what i want to go to college for. Ive been thinking about maybe cosmotology. I also want to be a peditrician. Maybe even a teacher. Or does it even matter anymore what i do? I think I need to get my liscense and a lot of these problems will be fixed. Well Im off to eat an orange and try to feel better.

Ps. one exciting thing happened. I gotta game cube!!! and paper mario. give me game cube games now!!!!