...No one knows what it's like...
God alot has happened recently lemme tell u...Christmas was great, considering that I didnt get to spend the day with Stacy..Mom and Dad got me a really cool dragon/wizard thingie, a bangin CD player for my car..and a buncha other cool shit..Chunk got me the Good Charlotte CD (thanks a million bro)...newho, New Years wasnt the best i've ever spent cause I had to work and didnt get to spend it with Stacy...I was on the phone with him when the year changed tho...so its aighty...I guess you caould say that we're officially going out now...it's fuckin awesome..I really care about him and im almost positive that he feels the same way..He says that he loves me and call me crazy but i honestly believe him...Bradley and Austin seem to be okies with it..Bradley kept callin me "my dads girlfriend" today so I mean he does know, and he seems to be fine with it, he's the same Bradley he's always been only now we're alot closer it seems...he'll come up and hug me now for no apparant reason..Austin told Tanya the other day that he knew that his dad liked me and that i liked his dad back..so she asked him what he thought about it and he said it was "cool"....I'm absolutely crazy about all 4 of them...My day isn't complete without them..It depresses me that I have to be so far away from them but soon enuf i'll be livin closer to where they are...Today was pretty good..I spent like all day with Stacy and Bradley...I went to see them at Crissy and Ryan's, I got there at like 3:30 and ended up not leavin until around 8:45..it was fun...Andy was with me, so him, Bradley, and Stacy's nephew Blake played PS2 almost the whole time...even tho we were just sittin around talkin it was a Blast! I love spending time with them...I prolly woulda left sooner had i not been havin that much fun..that and I kinda wanted to wait around and meet Crissy..I mean ive seen her but ive never really talked to her...Ive said a few words to Ryan but not enuf to count for anything...Im really anxious about Sunday cause mom's finally going to meet him....he keeps asking me what does he have to do to impress her and i told him nothing, he's afraid that she isnt going to like him...and i know she will because i love him...all he has to do is be himself...he doesnt have to pretend to be someone hes not around her...its okies if he jokes around her...shes used to it...a lot of our fam are clowns so he'll fit right in....i cant wait tho...i prolly wont get to see him play basketball tomorrow :-( he has a tournament at the high school at 1 and i have to go to work at 2...i wish i could get the day off but u know how it goes...i guess ill just have to wait and see him sunday...hopefully it will go good...newho im going to wait around online for mr. gorgeous and then im going to bed..
Toodles
~Me~
Toodles
~Me~