poem... wrote this a while back... fixxed it a bit.. the subject still stands...

[silent666tears]

I'm too tired of this life
All I need is my big sleep
You are so far away
You love someone else

Another day passed me by
Another day filled with pain
You are not here
You're with someone else

I love you to death
You love someone else
So I just wanna die
And I do inside

Whenever I think of your name
It stays
When I am alone
Soft images and memorys of you
Are there

So I create hate
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for being vaunerable to you

I continue telling myself
That one day you will be mine again
Yet I know
That will never come true

So I make a promise to myself
That I will die
Knowing I was once loved
By a single angel sent from above

I will not live...