new beginnings.
Roland and i are done. for good. this has been enough heartache to make anyone want to give up. so, i dont do this often but i surrender. i cant believe how easy it seems right now but by tomorrow it will hit me and i have a feeling my mood wont be good for quite some time.
There needs to be some changes in my life, i need to make myself happy instead of depressed. I want to start spending time with people who are healthy not people who bring me down. Chris is gone, no doubt about that. whatever else takes place, i need to think of myself and try to stay alive.
with every ending there is a new beginning. i have already figured out where my new beginning lies. thanks you for being there for me Jon...
Peace.
There needs to be some changes in my life, i need to make myself happy instead of depressed. I want to start spending time with people who are healthy not people who bring me down. Chris is gone, no doubt about that. whatever else takes place, i need to think of myself and try to stay alive.
with every ending there is a new beginning. i have already figured out where my new beginning lies. thanks you for being there for me Jon...
Peace.