i'm running in circles
my goal in coming to college was simple. i wanted to WANT to do my homework. i want to learn and i want to like it.
i don't feel like i've reached that point at all yet. there are things that interest me, but i have to push myself so hard to study. i don't care about frickin' gibberellins or chelicerae, but i do want to get through this so that i have a good future.
i feel like everyday that i sit down and try and learn this stuff is one more day i think about changing my career path. it's ridiculous.
i want to be able to promote help social justicelike loyola says we can, but when do i have the time when i can't even get an A on a biology test without hermiting?
i think i might go to class too much. it sounds stupid, but maybe other people have more time to study and do these things because they don't attend their lecture classes. just a thought.
sorry for my random ranting, but i'm really frustrated and a little apathetic. never a good combination.
i don't feel like i've reached that point at all yet. there are things that interest me, but i have to push myself so hard to study. i don't care about frickin' gibberellins or chelicerae, but i do want to get through this so that i have a good future.
i feel like everyday that i sit down and try and learn this stuff is one more day i think about changing my career path. it's ridiculous.
i want to be able to promote help social justicelike loyola says we can, but when do i have the time when i can't even get an A on a biology test without hermiting?
i think i might go to class too much. it sounds stupid, but maybe other people have more time to study and do these things because they don't attend their lecture classes. just a thought.
sorry for my random ranting, but i'm really frustrated and a little apathetic. never a good combination.