I feel like more

[silencerecited]

I'm going to write this down,
so I have it in writing.

I am not going to be in a relationship
until my life is stable.
I am focusing on only myself.
Detach myself from everything,
maybe learn more about meditation.
not REALLY fully detach myself,
but you know.
Take advantage of being numb,
rather than over-emotional sometimes.


Anyway..
I want clarity in myself.


I want to be totally set apart from every individual.
I want to be seen as me,
not a part of someone else.

I'm Brandi,
not so-and-so's friend,
or so-and-so's ex,
or so-and-so-'s enemy.
or "that girl"
or "Britney"

I'm fucking Brandi G.