im a desert during a blizzard, im sunlight and thunder under a clear night sky
i could move to the midwest to live cheap and start this whole process over again but some aspect of this town, an aspect i myself am not even aware of, keeps me knee deep in the desperation and degrading behaviors littering this suburban habitat. no i am not lost, i dont need a home. i would however like a companion. not that wanting ever really accomplishes anything on its own, action and effort and unrelenting determination dont even guarantee results. i dont know where im going with this at all, its too goddamn late to be analytical. much love