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People make fun of me because of myy beliefs on people continuing to be friends with their ex's.
Now, I'm beginning to think they are right in some instances.
I CAN'T be friends with him.
I just called me; ha, to tell me different options of how I could kill myself.
wow.
I'd love to know what I did to make him so angry.
I think i've gotten to the point that i've accepted that it really isn't me.
It's him.
and i'ts all the drugs.
all i can do is pray about it- which ive been doing so often lately.
i've been suprising myself.
Yesterday I went on a date.
yeah, ha ha dude i dont even know.
Me and Ashley had a long discussion about it today; how society knocks things into thinking things that use to be normal are really unnormal now.
It's nice to know I did something normal yesterday.
Now I feel like a giddly little girl.
GROSS
i'm ending this crap..
and skipping the drama of myy family.
Thank you guys for all the support.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Now, I'm beginning to think they are right in some instances.
I CAN'T be friends with him.
I just called me; ha, to tell me different options of how I could kill myself.
wow.
I'd love to know what I did to make him so angry.
I think i've gotten to the point that i've accepted that it really isn't me.
It's him.
and i'ts all the drugs.
all i can do is pray about it- which ive been doing so often lately.
i've been suprising myself.
Yesterday I went on a date.
yeah, ha ha dude i dont even know.
Me and Ashley had a long discussion about it today; how society knocks things into thinking things that use to be normal are really unnormal now.
It's nice to know I did something normal yesterday.
Now I feel like a giddly little girl.
GROSS
i'm ending this crap..
and skipping the drama of myy family.
Thank you guys for all the support.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3