Jun 04, 2004 01:04
FIRSTS
First job: havent had one yet..
First screen name: i dont even remember!
First self purchased tape: <---- the point in this question? if you remember... you need a life!
First funeral: Havent been allowed to go to any of my familys funerals
First credit card: havent had that either...
First true love: Kevin, though people argue with me about that. lol
First enemy: uhm...i dont know..I remember Erica was no fun last year. lol jackie
First big trip: i guess when we moved from VA to FL when i was six
First concert: lmao i think it was nsync or some shit with sara
ÊFirst musician: i grew up on nirvana and spin doctors. lol
First Kiss: i think i was like 4..lol
First Relationship: that lasted more than a week or so? kevin
LASTS
ÊLast big car ride: Orlando with jenn and mom
Last kiss: *looks away* lol only a few of you know that answer..
Last library book checked out: i have no idea... when was the last time i was in a library??? O.o *scratches head*
ÊLast movie seen: Crossroads @ Saras..lmao
Last beverage: sprite
Last food consumed: dinner @ Carabbas..
Last phone call: Jenn
Last CD played: Rap mix with Lil Wyte + Westside Connection
ÊLast annoyance: its dark in here and i cant see the keys on the laptop..
Last soda drank: sprite
Last ice cream eaten: McDonalds
Last time scolded: Uhm... tonite. lol
Last shirt worn: pink tank top..pj shirt..
Last relationship: I THINK im still in a relationship right now.. lmao.
I AM: tired
I WANT: to start doing something with my life
I HAVE: a problem with procrastination
I WISH: i knew what i wanted to do with my life
I HATE: being told its impossible to reach goals
I FEAR: being alone
IÊHEAR: a dumb ass song by lil jon
I ALWAYS: wonder what im doing
ÊI SEARCH: for something to believe in
I WONDER: if there really is a god
I REGRET: letting relationships with people i care about get so torn that they are unfixable
I LOVE: my friends and my family
I ACHE: cuz im tired
I AM NOT: thin/skinny/the publicised version of the perfect girl
I DANCE: all the time
I SING: when im happy
I CRY: not as much as i used to
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: to express the thoughts i dont want to vocalize
ÊI WIN: a cookie!!!
I LOSE: some of my good friends over stupid reasons
ÊI CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: my parents approval
YES or NO:
Êx. YOU KEEP A DIARY: gee this is a toughy
Êx. YOU LIKE TO COOK: more of a baker
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: i have plenty of secrets that not many people know.. but theres nothing that is compleatly secret. I always tell at least one person
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: never really had the crush thing goin on
WANT TO GET MARRIED: eventually.... but im not that anxious... i enjoy freedom way too much
GET MOTION SICKNESS: never
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: in some ways
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS:mom... uhhmmm sometimes.. dad...*scratches head* is this a trick question?
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: absolutely love them... they help me sleep
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: LMAO pick a color. its in there somewhere right now...
EYE COLOR: greenish gray
BIRTHPLACE: a hospital
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 11
COLOR: pink+lime
DAY: saturday
MONTH: october (almost xmas but still time for halloween!)
SONG(S): it always changes, but right now.. Oxycotton, Gangsta Nation, Slither...*goes brain dead*
SEASON: winter
DRINK: sprite
PLACE: anywhere i feel safe
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: that question is so racist
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate ... still racist
IN THE LAST 24 HRS,ÊHAVE YOU...
CRIED?: surprisingly, no..
HELPED SOMEONE?: nope... im a selfish bitch these days
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: God i need to stop spending money!
GOTTEN SICK?: nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: yeah
SAID ÒI LOVE YOUÓ: yeah..to jenn + mom
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yeah
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: doin' it at the moment... >.>
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes, still missing them. it sucks
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: semi
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no
WOULD YOU EVER...:
1. Eat a bug?: do gummy worms count?
2. Bungee jump?: are you friggin crazy???
Ê3. Lose it : yes
4. Kill someone?: if only killing wasn't a crime, and if i was REALLY fucking mad and feeling smart enough to hide it. lol
5. Kiss someone of the same sex?: well isnt that a given by now?
7. Parachute from a plane?: jump out of a perfectly good airplane? hell no ..lol
8. Walk on hot coals?: that involves fire to get the coals hot. so NO!
Ê9. Go out with someone for their looks?: no
11. Be a vegetarian?: love meat too much sorry
12. Wear plaid with stripes?: lmao... not even gonna TOUCH that one
13. IM a stranger?: most likely...
14. Sing Karaoke?: only if i was REEEEEALLLY messed up or had a good friend doing it with me
15. Get drunk off your ASS?: i dont know.. i dont like to not be able to remember the nite before. lol
16. Shoplift?: im BAD at that
17. Run a red light?: i dont drive enough to do that
18. Star in a porn video?: no confidence and no barbie body sorry/...plus thats just creepy
19. Dye your hair blue?: been there, done that.. hated it
20. Be on Survivor?: you are NOT getting me around that many buzzy things! HELL NO
21. Wear makeup in public?: yes
22. Not wear makeup in public?: yes
23. Cheat on a test?: maybe... *looks away all innocent* What?? I only did it like once..
24. Make someone cry?: not on purpose
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: thats just.. wrong, and nasty in more ways than one!
26. Stay up all night?: im halfway through that right now GODDAMN IM TIRED