i could never be beyond repair...
11/08/06
only about 12 class days of school left! man i cant wait for it to be over. i have lots of work to do, im stressing, i dont know why tho cuz im a terrible student and i never do any school work and wait till the last minute :/ i have become such a lazzzy slacker and for that my gpa has dropped. but whateva im gonna graduate and get a diff major and then ill be a great student cuz its gonna be something i really like = music! yay.
ooooo erik turns 21 on saturday! its gonna be fun, bar hoppin friday night in SA downtown and then sauturday in austin. lol i just know there will be a lot more drinking from now on!
yesterday eriks grandpa was hitting on me , lol he's a spiffy little old man. i said "my research paper is on sexual orientation", and he replied "oh i bet you know all about that" :oO and then he wanted to take a picture with me.
i had been feeling a little insecure i guess you could say, about a week ago, but im good now. it was just unecessary, and i realized it was just my crazy head. i have what i need and i dont want to let myself mess that up.
im also starting to accept the changes around me. i figure i might as well let them be, since i cant do anything to stop them.
which you could call helplessness, (for you psychology types) :P
i slept forever yesterday, it was crazy. i fell asleep at 8:30 and woke up at 7 the next morning. it was very nice.
p.s. i love my friends. yall are great!! :O)
just wanted to throw that in there