If you want it easy, you might as well end it all now...
04/25/05
I had to look at it again. just to make sure. yeah now i'm sure. it was like torture, but i had to keep on looking. he has a g/f. it kills me, but there nothing i can do. i shouldt even care cuz its been 9 months. 9 months! i should be over it. i am over it. i dont care anymore. and i'll just leave it at that.
due to my fit of distress in the entry i made a few days ago i didnt mention some good things that happened. so i'll try to make the rest of this entry better:oD
so fiesta weekend drove everybody mad. gilbert and i danced our way through fiesta until we couldnt dance anymore. haha it was crazy. bonham on friday was packed it was awesome. but i was wearing my shoes so my feet were killing me. and we got there late because of juan and his dunb party. we should have known better than to listen to juan. saturday we went back and we got there early. but it sucked cuz nobody was there. but it was still cool cuz we danced anyway and i wasnt wearing my shoes. and the 80's music always ends the night perfectly! sunday we woke up at 5:30 p.m and we could barely move.
last week on wednesday the baseball player sad hi to me. lol. i felt like a little girl with a crush. i know it was probably nothing, but its good to know that he knows i'm alive and that i'm in his class. i havent spoken to him since though, but thats ok. theres still time. i must start working on my evil plan!
i'm looking for a job now. but i want an easy job that closes early or a cool job. i applied at the ice cream shop and i probably would have been hired, but i never went back. they close at 12 and it looks like boring people go there. hmm..i wonder where i'll end up.
sonia said that her and vero are moving to SA at then end of the summer! thats gonna be so awesome if they do. i hope they do. i cant wait.
we finished the 3rd season of sex and the city last night. i love that show. i cant belive were almost halfway. and i cant belive it ends.
gilbert needs to find a journal. i'm afraid he might go insane if he doesnt find one immediatley. we searched san antonio hi and low and we've got nothing. theres got to be a journal out there somewhwere!