well
what to do, i will never know, i cant do much right that much i know. i waited all day for him to come home only to be shut out but at this point u think i would be used to that. but still it hurts every single time. not exactly sure what i did wrong. sat at home today, texted him all day etc etc and yet there is always something to find wrong i guess that just my fate. i am hoping for a better night but much to my luck it wont happen, we shall see though i guess.
i love though how at the beginning of the month i can cover everything...bills,, rent, etc...and be left with nothing left and what do i....shit for the month when i need something. like does no one realize! i would have money i wouldnt have to ask for shit! if i didnt pay for everything!!!!... and now ive lost the source of income but hey its okay...help everyone else live and have a great time and partyy it up and dont worry bout me but i will figure out...always do!
ugh this whole situation just pisses me off...he couldve just came home in a good mood but no that has to be impossible...
i love though how at the beginning of the month i can cover everything...bills,, rent, etc...and be left with nothing left and what do i....shit for the month when i need something. like does no one realize! i would have money i wouldnt have to ask for shit! if i didnt pay for everything!!!!... and now ive lost the source of income but hey its okay...help everyone else live and have a great time and partyy it up and dont worry bout me but i will figure out...always do!
ugh this whole situation just pisses me off...he couldve just came home in a good mood but no that has to be impossible...