a new day
i honestly have no words for today so far, woke up late to comments on my facebook that were low....i kind of went off but the difference with me is that i went off in a private message instead of blasting it on facebook. i hate facebook. also im starting to question my relationship. it has been almost 5 months with us but these next couple months i can tell are going to be hard. we each have children with past partners and holidays and birthdays and such are going to be really hard bc neither of us trust the others exes. i just dont know. how do u know when u can trust someone when they do things untrustworthy. however i guess i do to but i care and plan to change the things that i do. there is no room for change when it comes to him. its more a less if u dont like it oh well live with it. and so i am silenced and that is my fate to be. he asks me whats wrong and then gets mad about what it is. i guess that i should just be done talking about the issues at hand since they dont matter anyway. that is the easiest thing to do but i have this uncontrolable need to always say whats on my mind...how do i change that?