Sep 16, 2012 00:28
i have learned to accept defeat in its natural surroundings. for me it is a constant reminder that i mess up and thus far i have learned to live with it. i mess up alot. currently i dont get to see my kids nearly as much as i would like to mainly on my decision bc it was the best possible decsion for them. i have the time for them and everything of the sort however i can not full take care of them on my own and they are with family and such that i know will take care of them the only problem is that family is 45 minutes or so away and i miss them like crazy.
people tend to make me promises however that they cannot keep. everyone does it and unintentionally break them but what is a promise if not meant to be broken...just like a heart...no one can fully be with u without breaking ur heart. even in the relationships that start and u r their only one and live a lifetime together still break hearts at some point it is completely inevitable