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[silencedeyes]

Last year I got put in the hospital and they never figured out what was wrong with me. I was having severe side pains, not severe as in my period sucks, severe as in morphine didn't help the pain. I think I figured out what it was. Good ole stress. I had just moved into the 1st apartment and I knew I shouldnt have. Mike had just left for Jersey. I was in a horrible situation. I hated everything and everyone.

I have no idea why but I am starting to get those pains back. They kept me up all night last night. I have no pain relivers in my house so i thought i was going to die.

I hope noone heard me screaming.