do you know no happy songs?

[silenced_lust]

ugh livejournal
its been so long
i just read all my entrys
and oddly enough
i always seem to do up livejournal
when i cant sleep
as it is 601am
rent is due in two days
ive lost all touch of my creativity
i dont know what happened
i have to stop drinking
im not on drugs
i wonder if they are what made me so open minded
i feel dull as fuck now
or maybe they ruined me
and now i cannot think with any beauty whatsoever
in result of the,
hmph
tis no good....