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I HAVe ingrown toenails and they really hurt me.
Will I have someone who will cry when we get married?
Talkers and observers, do they go together...can they go together?
In all honesty, I don't know anything. I think so much of what I hope to know. Of what could be, or what would be.
I like african music. It makes me feel like a kid when I listen to it. It makes me feel like I'm somewhere else, or lets me know that I will be somewhere else. I don't want to sit around here all of my life. I want to see everything and would even like to be secluded. So many people think there is so much wrong with not being very social, and wanting to seclude yourself from people. But in my opinion, I think time alone makes you a much...well...a much more understanding person. Who can really say they are themselves. I like coming here to write once in a while, because, although most of you don't care to read my journal, I like to feel like I might be connecting with somebody, even if its just a sentance. I really haven't had many people to talk to lately, and it feels all right to vent. God I get so excited when I think about going somewhere. I always went on vacations with my parents, but would always wish to just walk around alone and go through the jungle and things like that. Hmmm. I really do wish everything could be like a movie. I always have, and I suppose that's what always gets me in trouble. I expect too much out of everything. But I really do believe there is someone who feels the same as me, and I hope to find that someday. I hope to create my own story, as much as it is unbelievable to everyone, even to myself at times. I don't think anyone on this earth can really say what can or can not happen. We haven't LIVED enough.
and in that moment i swear we were infinite
Will I have someone who will cry when we get married?
Talkers and observers, do they go together...can they go together?
In all honesty, I don't know anything. I think so much of what I hope to know. Of what could be, or what would be.
I like african music. It makes me feel like a kid when I listen to it. It makes me feel like I'm somewhere else, or lets me know that I will be somewhere else. I don't want to sit around here all of my life. I want to see everything and would even like to be secluded. So many people think there is so much wrong with not being very social, and wanting to seclude yourself from people. But in my opinion, I think time alone makes you a much...well...a much more understanding person. Who can really say they are themselves. I like coming here to write once in a while, because, although most of you don't care to read my journal, I like to feel like I might be connecting with somebody, even if its just a sentance. I really haven't had many people to talk to lately, and it feels all right to vent. God I get so excited when I think about going somewhere. I always went on vacations with my parents, but would always wish to just walk around alone and go through the jungle and things like that. Hmmm. I really do wish everything could be like a movie. I always have, and I suppose that's what always gets me in trouble. I expect too much out of everything. But I really do believe there is someone who feels the same as me, and I hope to find that someday. I hope to create my own story, as much as it is unbelievable to everyone, even to myself at times. I don't think anyone on this earth can really say what can or can not happen. We haven't LIVED enough.
and in that moment i swear we were infinite