Yuup.
Ahh. This week wasn't the best. I didn't really sleep much and worked full 12 hours days all week long. I'm physically and emotionally exhausted for sure. But it is finally the weekend, I am packed and moving
AND!!!!......
CAM IS COMING! Her wonderful girlfriend is driving them down Saturday night and I get a little sliver of Bellingham to tide me over before I can come up. Plus, I get to finally meet Leah whom I have heard awesome things about.
In other news, Lindsey and I are getting coffee on Sunday after my Vancouver Fit run and before my Portland adventuring with the ladies. I realize that we have not talked to each other since pretty much a couple days after moving out, yet (at least on my end) I've been holding such new confusion and resentment. I think that those surrounding us are fanning the flame of shit that went down (and new things) and it did become easy to get caught up in it all. I think that we all love to talk about people in a general sense but it's gotten to a level that makes it completely unnecessary and ridiculous. Have I gossiped, yes. Have I pinned people against her, no. I stand by the fact that people have their opinions and ideas of both of us and I do believe actions have spoken SO loudly the past couple months. I really am hoping it's a good conversation that doesn't slip into that defense/attack scenario that we had going for awhile. Shit won't be peachy wonderful, but I am all for civility up ins.
So, some sleep tonight, sleep in tomorrow, garage rearranging, some moving stuff, some Colin back from Oly, some late night hangings with the girls, and some early morning run, a conversation, Portland adventuring, lesbian bar, Cam meeting the boo, another night with my ladies. Shit, I'm feeling spoiled this weekend compared to the previous week.
AND!!!!......
CAM IS COMING! Her wonderful girlfriend is driving them down Saturday night and I get a little sliver of Bellingham to tide me over before I can come up. Plus, I get to finally meet Leah whom I have heard awesome things about.
In other news, Lindsey and I are getting coffee on Sunday after my Vancouver Fit run and before my Portland adventuring with the ladies. I realize that we have not talked to each other since pretty much a couple days after moving out, yet (at least on my end) I've been holding such new confusion and resentment. I think that those surrounding us are fanning the flame of shit that went down (and new things) and it did become easy to get caught up in it all. I think that we all love to talk about people in a general sense but it's gotten to a level that makes it completely unnecessary and ridiculous. Have I gossiped, yes. Have I pinned people against her, no. I stand by the fact that people have their opinions and ideas of both of us and I do believe actions have spoken SO loudly the past couple months. I really am hoping it's a good conversation that doesn't slip into that defense/attack scenario that we had going for awhile. Shit won't be peachy wonderful, but I am all for civility up ins.
So, some sleep tonight, sleep in tomorrow, garage rearranging, some moving stuff, some Colin back from Oly, some late night hangings with the girls, and some early morning run, a conversation, Portland adventuring, lesbian bar, Cam meeting the boo, another night with my ladies. Shit, I'm feeling spoiled this weekend compared to the previous week.