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Ah, school sucks right now. I'm just depressed a lil' bit because I have nobody to go to the pdc formal with. I mean, I have people to go to formal with - people are like brian, why don't you ask ____? But those people i just don't wanna go there with. And I don't want to go solo, either. That's dumb. I have plenty of girls in my phone that I could ask, but I don't like them like that, you know? And even if I did decide to go with one of them, she might think i like her more than i really do. You know? It's complicated. I'm just picky, I guess, and I have high standards. There's nothing wrong with that is there? I know so many people who are in school with me that are in relationships where they just settled for that person. There's like very little affection/love there. I will never settle. I would rather stay solo. I just miss dating in general. At least I do at this moment. Maybe I'm just temporarily feeling this way. Who knows. I just miss dating someone and treating that person like she is the most interesting, most special person in the world. I miss using chivalry and getting comments from people when I'm out with her in public about how happy we are together. I wish I could find someone and just totally spoil her with happiness and affection. Until then, I guess I'm just going to have to get used to feeling this way. So be it....
"i'm from a wyl' town,
you know my style clown, so bow down..."
=briaN=
"i'm from a wyl' town,
you know my style clown, so bow down..."
=briaN=