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I have never in my life talked about so many freaking feelings..... and that's weird cause i'm an emotional person. I talk about emotions just fine. I'm damn verbal as all my friends well know. Ever since B started therapy all i hear is " we have to talk" " what do you want " " what are you feeling? "
I don't want to talk any more damn it
I want to be left the hell alone
And i sure as hell don't want to talk about my damn feelings any more
I had a dr appt friday. so B watched the girls. we went trick or treating. that went fine
Sat was my day out. so i left at 3ish and B and i fought. he tells me " you owe me for watching the girls all weekend"
Bull shit, they are his kids too. i dont owe you anything. I stay home all day every day and watch the girls and then i hear " you owe me" you can kiss my ass. I almost didn't come home that night. And then sunday i had a tribal meeting and he fell asleep at nap time, i called him 26 times and he never answered the phone. He wanted to go food shopping when i got home but that wasn't gonna happen at 430. I was happy last night was sunday.
I need a nap. seriously. Oh that's another fight .... whether my epstein barr is real or not, and that there has to be something i can do to make it better. and how dear i sleep an extra hour on the mornings he's here and gets the girls up. he said he " doesn't mind" which is bull cause if that's how it was i never would have had to fight with him about all this sleep ( or lack there of ).
ugh. that is all for the moment.
shoot me
I don't want to talk any more damn it
I want to be left the hell alone
And i sure as hell don't want to talk about my damn feelings any more
I had a dr appt friday. so B watched the girls. we went trick or treating. that went fine
Sat was my day out. so i left at 3ish and B and i fought. he tells me " you owe me for watching the girls all weekend"
Bull shit, they are his kids too. i dont owe you anything. I stay home all day every day and watch the girls and then i hear " you owe me" you can kiss my ass. I almost didn't come home that night. And then sunday i had a tribal meeting and he fell asleep at nap time, i called him 26 times and he never answered the phone. He wanted to go food shopping when i got home but that wasn't gonna happen at 430. I was happy last night was sunday.
I need a nap. seriously. Oh that's another fight .... whether my epstein barr is real or not, and that there has to be something i can do to make it better. and how dear i sleep an extra hour on the mornings he's here and gets the girls up. he said he " doesn't mind" which is bull cause if that's how it was i never would have had to fight with him about all this sleep ( or lack there of ).
ugh. that is all for the moment.
shoot me