"you looked inside me"

Apr 25, 2004 22:09

May you never take one single breath for granted.

Well, I surrender. I am guilty. In order to fulfill my obligation to "live life to its fullest" I try to give back..To create. I would be tempted to consider myself an artist so I sit down and attempt to paint, but I get lost in..oh I dont know..everything. Everything- from the history book lying open displaying another world ages ago, to the computer screen with an endless Internet of distractions. And getting deeper and deeper into thought I never get back to what I wanted to do. I don't have ADD(haahaa..or if I do this example isn't it) because after looking at other artists- other times- other places-our world today-I dont want to come back to what I was doing because it feels insignificant. I feel like a small blade of grass in the lawn of life. And honestly I dont feel like I should give myself-such a tiny wild thing- such a power as a paintbrush, until I have grown to see more than the mass of green smothering me.

"Does the Master's Brush Unlock the Secrets of Your Heart?"
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