what am i going to do?
I don't think I've ever been so stressed in my life! I have way too much school work to do and so little time to get it all done.
The first and foremost that is bothering me is an essay I have to write about Reality TV. I just feel totally lost as to what kind of research I need to do, and where exactly I need to start looking for it. I have notes and knowlage from class and lack a coarse kit, they're all sold out, fancy that. I planned to start this weeks ago, and I didn't push it off, I simply have NOT had time, I've been way to busy with so many other things.
Next is a monologue that I need to memorize, I'm fucked, I haven't memorized it yet and I NEED to present it next week, I was supposed to have it for last week, seriously, I'm fucked.
Third I have my print project, which hey, is going well, the one thing that's been taking all my time, the little I've had. But what's left for me to stress about is being able to get a time slot to use a press. I'm scared that the times I go in to work, someone may already be using it, and they could be there for 3 hours! I'm so screwed if that happens.
Lastly and to be honest, the least of my worries I think is my music class, although it better not start to be the least. I have a test next week I should start to study all the shit for, and a journal THANK GOD THEY EXTENDED THE DUE DATE that's due in 2 weeks. WOOHOO!
What it seems my main issue is is that I just have too many things to memorize and get done all at the same time, and I'm sure all of you who read this are thinking "shut the fuck up" cause you're all probably in the same boat as me. Well I'm not able to handel this kinda shit, I'm always trying to finish things ahead of time so I don't have this issue, but the problem seems to be is that there's always something I'm working on that stops me from doing something else. I've cut down my hours at work cause trying to fit in 24 hours of work outside school isn't working and just stressing me out even more cause, well that's a whole other problem of it's own.
I think it's stress that's making me edgy, but I seem to be really testy. I've almost blown up on my manager three times this week cause he's an asshole and I just can take it anymore, and secondly this doesn't seem to be helping my attitude with Anthony. He'll do things to bug me in a fun kinda way, but when I say to stop and he doesn't I get so pissed off. I think I just need to shy away from him so I get this shit done, but I'm just so attached, how pethedic eh? *SIGH* I know this may sound pethedic, but I'm really in love with him, and things have been going so well till recently, and I think it's my fault. I'm just being really uptight and so my temper may act up quicker or I'm more sensitive. He knows I'm just stressed but I see how it gets to him and I feel so bad. I just want to make it up to him. all I want to do is finish EVERYTHING this week and hand it all in next, have it done and MOVE ON WITH SUMMER BREAK and working on bigger more important things. I hate fucken school!
The first and foremost that is bothering me is an essay I have to write about Reality TV. I just feel totally lost as to what kind of research I need to do, and where exactly I need to start looking for it. I have notes and knowlage from class and lack a coarse kit, they're all sold out, fancy that. I planned to start this weeks ago, and I didn't push it off, I simply have NOT had time, I've been way to busy with so many other things.
Next is a monologue that I need to memorize, I'm fucked, I haven't memorized it yet and I NEED to present it next week, I was supposed to have it for last week, seriously, I'm fucked.
Third I have my print project, which hey, is going well, the one thing that's been taking all my time, the little I've had. But what's left for me to stress about is being able to get a time slot to use a press. I'm scared that the times I go in to work, someone may already be using it, and they could be there for 3 hours! I'm so screwed if that happens.
Lastly and to be honest, the least of my worries I think is my music class, although it better not start to be the least. I have a test next week I should start to study all the shit for, and a journal THANK GOD THEY EXTENDED THE DUE DATE that's due in 2 weeks. WOOHOO!
What it seems my main issue is is that I just have too many things to memorize and get done all at the same time, and I'm sure all of you who read this are thinking "shut the fuck up" cause you're all probably in the same boat as me. Well I'm not able to handel this kinda shit, I'm always trying to finish things ahead of time so I don't have this issue, but the problem seems to be is that there's always something I'm working on that stops me from doing something else. I've cut down my hours at work cause trying to fit in 24 hours of work outside school isn't working and just stressing me out even more cause, well that's a whole other problem of it's own.
I think it's stress that's making me edgy, but I seem to be really testy. I've almost blown up on my manager three times this week cause he's an asshole and I just can take it anymore, and secondly this doesn't seem to be helping my attitude with Anthony. He'll do things to bug me in a fun kinda way, but when I say to stop and he doesn't I get so pissed off. I think I just need to shy away from him so I get this shit done, but I'm just so attached, how pethedic eh? *SIGH* I know this may sound pethedic, but I'm really in love with him, and things have been going so well till recently, and I think it's my fault. I'm just being really uptight and so my temper may act up quicker or I'm more sensitive. He knows I'm just stressed but I see how it gets to him and I feel so bad. I just want to make it up to him. all I want to do is finish EVERYTHING this week and hand it all in next, have it done and MOVE ON WITH SUMMER BREAK and working on bigger more important things. I hate fucken school!