first period.
i spent the majority of my spring break with sonja. i've been with her everyday for about a week now. it's good. and i'm glad we're completely back to normal. she's my other half. and we're lost without each other. it's terrific. :)
went to sonja's after school yesterday. napped for a while. then went to a show in philly at the church. got lost on the way there & back. figures. i have no sense of direction. too pure to die, black my heart, and misery signals. they were all really good. also passion, and burning silence? or something. this boy from canada told me i was the hottest girl in america :) he wanted to hang out with me after the show. too bad i was already in trouble for being late. he asked me to marry him & said he loved me. hahah. too bad he lives in canada. we got pulled over on 70 on the way home. i ran a red light. i pulled over on the wrong side of the road and the cop laughed at me. i've only been pulled over like twice on back roads. he flirted with us and didn't give me a ticket. good thing we're cute. :) hhhahah we got milkshakes & fries from mcdonalds on the way home :) me & sonja get hit on everywhere we go. when we were driving yesterday these guys told us to roll down our window and said we were beautiful. wooow. hhhhhhhah. mess.
i had my interview at H&M last week. i'm hoping i get the job. i have the worst luck ever with jobs though. i'm going to be stuck at wendy's for the rest of my life. AWESOME.
two more months. i just want it to be over now. i can't deal with it anymore. my dad's driving me nuts. and he's starting to get crazy. i'm 18. shut up. as long as i'm getting done what needs to be done, leave me alone. i go to school & work. as long as i have my shit together let me do what i want. WTF. he's starting to get like my mother. she needs to just stay out of our lives. she's making everything harder for me. uhg.
scotty won't talk to me. i sent some stupid girl he's known for like a month a message. and i know it was stupid. and immature. and i told him that & apologized and stuff. and he stil won't talk to me. it's so gay. how long was in his life? if i ever meant anything to him it shouldn't be like this. it's not like i even want him back. because i don't. at all. i just want him in my life. and he won't talk to me AT ALL. he ignores my texts, and phone calls. he blocked me online. he won't write back to my messages. it's such bullshit. i don't know how to get him to even talk to me about it. he just won't. i just want us to be friends. i don't want things to be the way they are.
buttt. i'm glad i have my best friend back the way i need it to be :)
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went to sonja's after school yesterday. napped for a while. then went to a show in philly at the church. got lost on the way there & back. figures. i have no sense of direction. too pure to die, black my heart, and misery signals. they were all really good. also passion, and burning silence? or something. this boy from canada told me i was the hottest girl in america :) he wanted to hang out with me after the show. too bad i was already in trouble for being late. he asked me to marry him & said he loved me. hahah. too bad he lives in canada. we got pulled over on 70 on the way home. i ran a red light. i pulled over on the wrong side of the road and the cop laughed at me. i've only been pulled over like twice on back roads. he flirted with us and didn't give me a ticket. good thing we're cute. :) hhhahah we got milkshakes & fries from mcdonalds on the way home :) me & sonja get hit on everywhere we go. when we were driving yesterday these guys told us to roll down our window and said we were beautiful. wooow. hhhhhhhah. mess.
i had my interview at H&M last week. i'm hoping i get the job. i have the worst luck ever with jobs though. i'm going to be stuck at wendy's for the rest of my life. AWESOME.
two more months. i just want it to be over now. i can't deal with it anymore. my dad's driving me nuts. and he's starting to get crazy. i'm 18. shut up. as long as i'm getting done what needs to be done, leave me alone. i go to school & work. as long as i have my shit together let me do what i want. WTF. he's starting to get like my mother. she needs to just stay out of our lives. she's making everything harder for me. uhg.
scotty won't talk to me. i sent some stupid girl he's known for like a month a message. and i know it was stupid. and immature. and i told him that & apologized and stuff. and he stil won't talk to me. it's so gay. how long was in his life? if i ever meant anything to him it shouldn't be like this. it's not like i even want him back. because i don't. at all. i just want him in my life. and he won't talk to me AT ALL. he ignores my texts, and phone calls. he blocked me online. he won't write back to my messages. it's such bullshit. i don't know how to get him to even talk to me about it. he just won't. i just want us to be friends. i don't want things to be the way they are.
buttt. i'm glad i have my best friend back the way i need it to be :)
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