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its like riding a bike with a flat tire
try tyour hardest to push on
to belive that itll work
hoping youll make it a couple more feet
putting every ounce of energy into that one situation
with such high hopes
such devotion
somethings are pointless i suppose
i cant make this work
i cant change anything
i wont force anything
if its not meant to be then fine
leave
i dont care anymore
runaway
like a child
i cant promise ill stay on this lily pad
who knows if i grow distant
i dont have the patience to wait for you
my watch is still ticking
its done im done
this is over
fly out of my life
i wont feel pain for you
ill just move on
IM JUST SO FUCKING PISSED THAT YOU CAN DO THIS SO EASILY
why the hell does everyone want to run away from me?
am i truly that bad of a person that wehni find someone they findthe urge to change there life
they feel the need to be different
im tired of thwese games
theyve made me dizzy
the confusion
the lies
the deciet
everything that my life revolves around
everything that makes the caves that much darker
you can be everything ive ever wanted
or everything that i want to forget
you can be the smell before rain
the smoke after an explosion
i wanted to build an empire
i wanted to have the perfect colony the amazing mountains the beautiful skies
the endle4ss fields
but insdtead uwant to start someplacenew
so fine ill accept it
all i know is i wont knwo what im missing
i havent had enough time to acknowlegde the faqct thatur amazing
im giving up
we will letthis die we will let this fall
and with my fingers crossed i will hope to never fall again
i will hold my breath so that i wont breathe in any beauty
i will raise my hands to surrender
so that you win
ive never been so hurt
iv never been so left behind
i wanna just do this to you
i wanna know how you would feel
you want me wait?
you want me to just sit on my hands
and wait for the time to come when u fly back into my life
im sorrry the dice doesnt roll that way
ive waited long enough for love
all ive done is wait
im at the dmv
waiting for my turn
but my information was lost in the computers
so ill just sit and wait
to here my number
i hope you find everything your looking for i hope that u realize that ur leaving the only thing that could possibly be true
ill let your sctions speak since you dont sya much
so enjoy your self
have a good day
and a good life
just as long as u dont try to dragme down
im done with being down
im done with being sad
and this whole situation isnt helping
im seconds away from locking myself in my room
drugs hold no more comfort now its time for me to grasp reality and t5ake it like a man
i hope u know this hurts alot
i hope u know that this makes me feel even more worthless then before
evene more meaningless
even more less of a person u want me to be
ill just walk away
my shoe laces are tied together as i stumble to the ground
ill be laying here face down
so that u know ill never leave
you just better hope no one comes along to find me here
cause if they pick me up
i cant be held accountable of my actions
i cant be held accountable
becuause ive been here for too long to just wait
im tired of waiting
im sick and fucking tired of waiting
try tyour hardest to push on
to belive that itll work
hoping youll make it a couple more feet
putting every ounce of energy into that one situation
with such high hopes
such devotion
somethings are pointless i suppose
i cant make this work
i cant change anything
i wont force anything
if its not meant to be then fine
leave
i dont care anymore
runaway
like a child
i cant promise ill stay on this lily pad
who knows if i grow distant
i dont have the patience to wait for you
my watch is still ticking
its done im done
this is over
fly out of my life
i wont feel pain for you
ill just move on
IM JUST SO FUCKING PISSED THAT YOU CAN DO THIS SO EASILY
why the hell does everyone want to run away from me?
am i truly that bad of a person that wehni find someone they findthe urge to change there life
they feel the need to be different
im tired of thwese games
theyve made me dizzy
the confusion
the lies
the deciet
everything that my life revolves around
everything that makes the caves that much darker
you can be everything ive ever wanted
or everything that i want to forget
you can be the smell before rain
the smoke after an explosion
i wanted to build an empire
i wanted to have the perfect colony the amazing mountains the beautiful skies
the endle4ss fields
but insdtead uwant to start someplacenew
so fine ill accept it
all i know is i wont knwo what im missing
i havent had enough time to acknowlegde the faqct thatur amazing
im giving up
we will letthis die we will let this fall
and with my fingers crossed i will hope to never fall again
i will hold my breath so that i wont breathe in any beauty
i will raise my hands to surrender
so that you win
ive never been so hurt
iv never been so left behind
i wanna just do this to you
i wanna know how you would feel
you want me wait?
you want me to just sit on my hands
and wait for the time to come when u fly back into my life
im sorrry the dice doesnt roll that way
ive waited long enough for love
all ive done is wait
im at the dmv
waiting for my turn
but my information was lost in the computers
so ill just sit and wait
to here my number
i hope you find everything your looking for i hope that u realize that ur leaving the only thing that could possibly be true
ill let your sctions speak since you dont sya much
so enjoy your self
have a good day
and a good life
just as long as u dont try to dragme down
im done with being down
im done with being sad
and this whole situation isnt helping
im seconds away from locking myself in my room
drugs hold no more comfort now its time for me to grasp reality and t5ake it like a man
i hope u know this hurts alot
i hope u know that this makes me feel even more worthless then before
evene more meaningless
even more less of a person u want me to be
ill just walk away
my shoe laces are tied together as i stumble to the ground
ill be laying here face down
so that u know ill never leave
you just better hope no one comes along to find me here
cause if they pick me up
i cant be held accountable of my actions
i cant be held accountable
becuause ive been here for too long to just wait
im tired of waiting
im sick and fucking tired of waiting